From my
early twenties I've inhabited a rich fantasy world. It's got a name and
provides a life much more interesting and colourful than the one I lead. I'm
not the sensible, predictable, timid, grey and almost-invisible person I am in
real life. There have been people in it who have never aged and still look the
same as they did thirty years ago. I know what they look like, their names, jobs
and traits. This fantasy life is enacted in certain settings or certain houses
and is a polar star I look too when real life is stagnant.
In my mind I pass through a sort of oblong portal
and disappear into another realm. I've done a quick simple painting on a bit of
board showing a view through the 'letterbox' I float through the access it. I fly
across dark water or land to the city in the distance where this secret world throbs
with adventure and incident. If only real life could measure up to its
delights.



